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February 11th, 2016 
Awake Goy
February 9, 2016
Mengele, 38, on the left. Ann Diamond was given this photo from a yearbook published in 1949
(for henrymakow.com)
the demented pleasures of the rich and famous.
bright children and naturally occurring high order
multiples—especially identicals—from their natural parents and
put them with persons who would allow abuse and
experimentation. The program is still ongoing and now uses and
manipulates the Child Protection system to facilitate these activities.
girls. It appears I was not from one of the ancient bloodlines. We were
a natural occurrence. Of my sisters, only one besides me has an unusual
IQ.
My mother was given a false psychiatric diagnosis by the Mayo
Clinic so that we could be confiscated and placed in separate homes. I
was placed with a vile very exceedingly violent child pornographer,
JMP. I was born in the US but spent the better part of my first 3 or 4
years globe hopping with Mengele. English was not my first
language.
heard mentioned by other MKULTRA survivors including several hospitals
here in the US and on military bases. The tortures included but were
not limited to rapes, disjointing, killing animals and other children
in front of me or being forced to watch as adults were tortured,
electric shock, injections with LSD and anectidine and many other
substances, cattle prod up the vagina or rectum, witnessed murders,
occult rituals, many bizarre sex acts. It was very calculated and
continues to the present. As these people are government-sanctioned in
their actions, there is no safety I have found except in the Lord.
Mengele was alive and well and living in the US as an honored guest of
the United States government as late as 1987.
willing to do so again. They are now abusing my children and
grandchildren and using ever newer and more arcane technologies. IT MUST BE STOPPED!!!!
TRAUMA-BASED BRAINWASHING
Much of my memory of that is sketchy at best. I am still
being abused face to face and programmed, as are my children. One of
the things I remember is that absolute obedience was required. This was
programmed in many ways, the most effective one being credible
threats to kill loved ones and pets.
My MK-ULTRA dad threw my baby
brother in the incinerator in front of me in broad daylight in Flint,
Michigan, after holding my mother captive for months to conceal her
pregnancy and forcing her to deliver at home.
Another home born child, a
sister had her head bashed against the wall at birth by JMP in
Hapeville Ga. Another very vivid incident I remember at about age 4 was
when my dad threw my 16-year-old aunt to the ground and stomped on her
with his cowboy boots in front of me, my other aunt, and my
grandparents. She almost died and had to have a kidney and her spleen
removed to stop the internal bleeding. The family story of how this
occurred is that she fell off a 3ft wall at the site and sustained all
that injury.
That incident threw me into therapy. As a teen I stopped
to admire a pair of cowboy boots in a store window and suddenly found
myself on the ground screaming at the top of my lungs, abreacting, in a
full blown flashback, but with only bits and pieces of memory of the
incident.
stress positions. We children were deprived of food and water for weeks at a time. Then we were
confined in tiny cages or made to stand or to stand on one leg and so
forth for days at a time, round the clock.
If you moved even to blink,
you were beaten or my mom was tortured in front of me. We had to hold
our breaths for long periods during these sessions and were beaten
strangled or suffocated if we breathed without permission, always
reminded that our captors held absolute power of life and death over us
.We kids were unusually limber from tortures that sometimes involved
disjointing. Often we were left in positions that amounted to
contortions.
I don’t remember the assassin programming very well but I
do remember a child being sacrificed at a very early age with my hand
tiny held over the knife. This seems to be a standard scenario among
survivors.You had to ask permission to go to the bathroom and were
forced to eat it if you couldn’t hold it for days at a time, or other
people were punished if you had an accident.
Everything a normal child
or adult would take for granted, we had to ask for permission. Meals
were torture. Baths were either boiling hot or freezing cold and caused
terrible pain to bruised abraded genitals. All toys had to be left in
the closet for months at a time and were completely off limits unless
we had guests.
Other times my mother bargained for me to have my toys,
but she’d get beaten if they weren’t put away when he got home. He’d
say “Look what you made me do.” We were forced to memorize our
bloodlines in the cult and many many other things under credible
threats of death or maiming.
The photographic memory was reinforced with
flashcards. As soon as I could speak a little English, Mengele taught
my dad to use hypnosis on me. Language lessons were reinforced with
beatings and my alters are fluent in several languages I do not speak.
Some of my alters do not speak English. This has made therapy almost
impossible to pursue.
At about age four, my training in how to assemble a
rifle began. At about age six, I remember being pretty accurate at
targets with some weapons and practicing with a knife.
The
assassin/Project Artichoke programming is dependent on inculcating an
uncontrollable rage in the victim/person they desire to make into a
programmed assassin. Once you break the back of that rage, you’re much
more difficult to control. Sleep deprivation was used as
were a lot of drugs.
Sexual abuse was continuous and sadistic. I was a
“presidential model” and still am a Million Dollar Baby, one who is
sold to the rich and famous, especially politicians to meet their
emotional and sexual needs, while being amnesiac to all events
involving these persons.
Because I was and am unwilling to be used in
this capacity, I seem to have been an excellent pawn in several
blackmailing schemes. Although my memories are much less clear than
Cathy O’Brien’s, I seem to have had the same perpetrators.
When I was
used in child porn, they used to perm and bleach my dark hair to
platinum blond and style it in ringlets like Shirley Temple. They also
put hard contacts in my dark eyes to make them look blue. I’m told
these were not available at the time outside of the intelligence
community. I was taken to the White House right before JFK was
assassinated and offered to JFK sexually. He declined. It is my belief
that he knew he was already in danger and that he intended to stop the
Nazi Illuminati behind MK-ULTRA. There’s probably more I can say, but
I’m too tired to write anymore.
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